There was a time when my mind never rested. Meetings, deadlines, expectations etc everything demanded a piece of me.
So one day, I left.
Not forever. Just long enough to remember who I was before the world told me what I should be. I took a small bag and walked into the hills, not as an escape, but as a return.
The wind didnāt care about my designation. The sky didnāt ask for achievements. The birds werenāt impressed by my opinions. And I felt⦠free.

Up there, silence wasnāt empty ā it was full. Full of forgotten prayers, unfinished thoughts, and a still voice inside me that whispered:
āYou donāt have to carry everything.ā
Thatās when I remembered the Gita –
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मा ą¤ą¤°ą„ą¤®ą¤«ą¤²ą¤¹ą„ą¤¤ą„ą¤°ą„ą¤ą„ą¤°ą„ą¤®ą¤¾ ą¤¤ą„ ą¤øą¤ą„ą¤ą„ą¤½ą¤øą„ą¤¤ą„ą¤µą¤ą¤°ą„ą¤®ą¤£ą¤æą„„ ą„Ø-ą„Ŗą„
“Karmanye vadhikaraste ma phaleshu kada chana. Ma karmaphalaheturbhurma te sango ‘stvakarmani”
In simple word : You have a right to action, not to its results.
I had read it before. Quoted it even. But only in the solitude of the hills did I understand it.
I stopped bargaining with life. I began offering.
I started doing my work ā not to control outcomes, but to honour the moment I was in. I left the rest in the hands of something greater. Call it God. Call it Life. It knows me better than I know myself.
Since then, peace hasnāt been a place I go to. Itās a habit I carry within. A quiet knowing: Do your part. Let go. Trust.
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